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July 12, 2002 /
2:43 P.M. new stuff Ok, now that the "commercial" is over I can go back to the regularly scheduled "program". Last night I had to go to the Blueclaws game because Mom had to go to the softball game and I didn't want the money to be wasted. Everyone had eaten but Dad got home late so he was going to be late, which wasn't good since he is the Cub Master for the pack (Boy Scouts). So he was already mad when he got home. Then he didn't want to wait for Mom and John even though I told him they were gonna be home. So we left without John. I told Dad that maybe I should call and tell them where John's ticket was and stuff. But he said no. And then not even 10 minutes later he told me to do it! Hmph! I called and Mom was home! So Dad turned around thinking when Mom told him to pick up John that she meant now. When we got here John was in the shower.. but Dad didn't seem to care. And he threw a fit! Sheesh! It was crazy. He was so mad! I was getting pretty upset myself because 1) he had no real reason to be mad. It wasn't like they were marching in at 5:45! 2) he was driving so crazy that he could have gotten us killed. Now what would that have accomplished? Nothing. I just hate it when he gets like that. He gets so frustrated at someone or about something and then takes it out on everyone else just because he doesn't know how to deal with it. Well, he needs to learn because I can't take much more of this. When he goes off at me I end up telling him off because I don't deserve to be treated as he treats me when he is mad. I didn't do anything to him! But that really isn't good either. (sigh) When we got there I realized that he could have gotten John and waited even. They didn't march in until 6:15!! Um.. yeah I think he could have had some patience and waited. The game overall was ok. The Blueclaws won which was nice. And they hit a home run. But the people around me (people from the pack) were people I really can't stand. The kids all have no respect whatsoever for their parents and the parents could care less! Then the parents treat everything like it is a joke, or like I should have thought of something that they did even though I had no clue how it would work out. Let me give an example... This lady was asking where Dad was. So I told her. She asked me why I didn't think to ask her to take him since she was going to be late. Well I'm glad she thinks I am a mind-reader or that I can see the future! Because yeah, I would have every reason to know that 1) she wouldn't be marching with everyone else 2)that she would be able to do it 3) that she was leaving later. Yeah, I know all so of course I should have known all that! Geeze! Some adults just make me so frustrated. They are either real stupid or they think you know it all. Those are the types of people I have to deal with at work. Now, don't get me wrong... not all adults are like that. I know some pretty cool ones actually, but it is the ones that are like what I just described that make me not want to be an adult anytime soon. So far I have had a lovely day though. I got to sleep in (finally!) Everyone is at John's family day thing for his soccer. I talked to some kid online who has hots for me or something. I don't know the kid is weird and scares me sort of. I don't agree with a lot of his views anyway! So why do I talk to him? I was bored what can I say? I had a weird dream again last night but I am not even going to worry about it because it is all in God's hands. Everything! No matter how much I may worry about what is happening, which I am doing actually, I need to remember that everything is in God's hands. So He will take care of everything that is going on and make it all right. Let's see what is there for me to look foward too? Tomorrow I have Lauren's party. Sunday I get to sing my song for Bro. Westbrooks and Rashon, I think anyway. We have youth choir and adult choir practice. So I'll be singing all day. Score! Lol.. can't you tell I just love to sing? Oh yeah, and Chris will be teaching Sunday school and Calvin will be back. He and I need to talk... I want to know what he knows if he knows anything at all. The week won't be all that exciting, except for voice lessons on Thursday that I am anxious to start! Then I have 2 weeks until I have to leave for conference and Amanda's. It seems so far away but I have a lot to do during those two weeks. And Toshona told me that we can hang out after she gets back from her vacation and I get back from mine. That is cool! Then after that summer is over. Already!! Goodness... I still have my 5 summer reading books to read plus 4 or 5 papers to write on all that. Oh well... I'm a Humanitarian! I can do it.. haha. We (Humanities) are very good at procrastinating. There are 24 of us and when we gang up on a teacher.. oh man. Watch out! We don't do it often, just when the teacher is unfair. I am hungry so I am going to eat now. This entry is getting a tad long. Don't forget about my new comment box! |
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