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May 06, 2004 /
10:33 P.M.
feeling
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time flies
Sadly I've had to lock up my journal and here too. Goodness knows who was reading and who ratted on me. But someone did and now I have to be cautious of what I say. Oh man.. tonite I realized how much I'm gonna miss my friends. I had Shari sing for me in the car tonite and it was freakin' amazing. But you know what I was thinking the whole time? I was thinking how much I'm gonna miss her when I leave. We'll never have car rides like that again... no more fun... no more laughter.. no more secrets to share. I know we'll still be friends when I go off to college but it will be different. I was getting all teary while she was singing.. and I was trying hard not to cry. It was tough... and even now thinking about leaving is making my eyes tear up again. I honestly don't know what I'll do without all of them next year. I've never had to really deal with something like this. I'm ready to leave my family. I've been with them all my life. But my friends... I'm not ready for the day when I have to part with them. It can't imagine a day without them... I really can't. Ok, I really need to stop before I really start to cry. =(
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