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April 27, 2004 /
10:00 P.M.
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torn between two worlds
Since Blurty is totally screwed up right now I'm resorting back to good ole diaryland. Wow, what a weekend and week it has been so far. I had so much fun chillin' with Marcy. I miss her! =( Then I got to hang out with Toshona and see all my friends up in the "Oranges" lol. (Edward, Miesha, Ashley!)Just amazing. I had a long talk with Marcy and Toshona about what's been going on with me lately. It was good to get it out in the open with them because it has really been distancing me from them. And they used to be my closest friends, the only people I could speak to about stuff. They both got understandably upset and gave me quite a speech. So much more happened but I'm too lazy to write about it all presently. I did get into a tinsy car accident though. That was not pleasant. Yesterday wasn't too shabby. It was nice being back at Calvary again. =) And seeing Mama and Aunt Jeanne just lifted my spirits. Oh and me and Addie are talking a heck of a lot more now. Where did that come from? And now we are all taking pictures together?!? (sigh) Since when did my life begin being planned for me. Today was all right. My back is being insane. I don't know what's wrong with it but it's killing me and the pain sometimes is disabling. *tear* I was kinda depressed again today but somehow my day got better. lol. No, all thanks to Toshona my day was brightened and after that it could do nothing but get brighter. =) Work was pretty easy... they didn't make me do too much due to my severe pain. I'm glad that weren't too harsh on me. Then I took a mini nap and hung out with Shari at Eve of Voice. Ashante sang "our song". =) She almost started crying though but she made it through the song. That took a lot. But she was still good. Only 34 more school days... and then I graduate!!! WOOHOO!
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